To Stick around.

Had you going with the title didn't I?

Well after a lot of thought... (and many, many, many notes/pms and instant messages) I have decided not to leave.

However, after having dealt now twice with idiots and mooches who simply want me to write stuff they like, I will not be posting for a while... Well, I wont be posting anything that deals with anything anyone has suggested to me.

I'm going to take time to write stuff I want to write.

I am scrapping everything I owe everyone. I'm sorry, but I have so much to do and such a small amount of time. I know what I said and I may eventually get around to writing something... But we shall see. I have stuff I want to write.

Just for you all to know, I write to relax. I enjoy writing. I write because I can and I want to.

So yeah, thats it.

I will be writing. I will be staying. However if you want something from me, shoo. i am not doing requests. Yes I sound really mean, however I have to learn where to draw the line.

Here is something I really want to do though. I want to thank certain people for thier kind words and for sticking by me. there are a few people who posted to my journals who will not be mentioned because I think they were really lame in their posts back to me. But please. If you see the following people online, thank them for saying such nice things. I really mean it, what you said to me meant a lot.

Listed in no particular order

Sharkdude40
kernac
Shadow_Walker
Eye Of Kiaba (I am really sorry for snapping at you dude...)
Evafreak
Jurodan
Omequicksilver
Umbreongal
XeroVore
Emperorbassax
leviathinz
KisiroBelmont
Baz T Yat
First tiger Hobbes
the Tallone.


Anyway. Thats all for now. I'll be updating my journal again when I have the chance. Which may be a little while since I have odd shifts the next few days. (I open tomorrow and close on Friday....) I hope you all have a good one. And please... Post when I have a good journal, and not only when I have a bad one. Looking back I recieve 8 comments at most when I post a good journal, but when I post about something bad, I get 30+

Catch you all later. Hit me up on messenger if you want. I dont mind chatting or rping. Just understand it when i say no.

Changes are coming.

Yes I am still pissed.

Yes I may just up and leave

Everything about how I work and function will be changing.

Maybe I wont be doing commissions anymore

Maybe I will

I need to sort out why i even write anymore.

So no more anything on my journal pages.

Requests are closed

I may scrap everything I had in the works and start it all over.

I may just delete my account and leave.

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Commission information [link]

Current Commissions (limit 3 at a time)

1.) Evafreak - Vorish - Buffy the Vampire Slayer Fan Fic: Revision 2

2.) Dravus - Continuation of a previous story([link]): Drafting

3.) Eye of Kiaba - Drafting
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Trades are OPEN!

1.) - A pic of my Muse for a belching story. Drafting

2.)

3.)

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Requests are closed.

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2.)

3.)

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I'm getting sick and tired of people asking me about when their story is going to be done...

really I am.

So guess what.

I'm leaving for a while.

period.

Those of you who keep asking.

You know who you are.

As of right now I will only be working on what i want to work on. not only that. i am contemplating leaving.

Thats how pissed off I am getting.

So maybe I'll do commissions.

Maybe I wont

I'm going now to... I dunno do something

ignore the last journal now.

Maybe I'll never get those done.

Maybe I'll just leave. Then I dont have to put up with those pushy whiners.

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Please visit my friends!


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Much love to all my friends too! Without them.... Well I wouldn't be who I am today!
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Thats it for now y'all! Hook up with me on my messengers if you wanna chat. I'm always looking to make new friends.

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Commission information [link]

Current Commissions (limit 3 at a time)

1.) Evafreak - Vorish - Buffy the Vampire Slayer Fan Fic: Revision 2

2.) Dravus - Continuation of a previous story([link]): Drafting

3.) Eye of Kiaba - Drafting
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Trades are OPEN!

1.) - A pic of my Muse for a belching story. Drafting

2.)

3.)

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Requests are closed.

1.)

2.)

3.)

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Alright. this is going to be a rather long journal entry... Maybe I'll max it out. its got a bit of a peek at upcoming work. As well as stuff thats going on with me AND a tentative time line for commissions/trades/stories I owe.

Life stuffs first. Mainly because I want to.

Well I am working like a dog and not making near as much money as I think I should for the position i am holding. I mean seriously. I am a manager now, assistant, back up, whatever you want to call it, but I am still a manager! Ive been trained now on 3 different sets of machines, how to do a lot more stuff, but have I seen a pay raise? nope...
I am going to talk to my boss about it.

slowly moving into our house. This weekend I will be helping move all the heavy furniture into the house. Less writing time I now, however my clothing is starting to get really worn because I have had the same set of shirts now for nearly 6 months.

Lets see, what else?

Not a lot actually, moving and work stuff dominates my life.

Also, If you see me online, please hit me up. even if its just to chat. I have a large list of people on my messengers, but no one talks to me. Pretty soon I'll probably just delete everyone and start over... cause i want to chat or rp and no one wants to chat back...

now onto the stuff you watchers of mine will actually care about. the story stuffs.


Gonna break it up for commissions, then trades, then other stuff ok?

Commission

1End of the Slayer for Evafreak:
Currently I am redrafting this one as my first draft sucked and lacked a lot of finesse that I need in a fan fiction.

Projected Finish date: End of April

2 Continuation of Dragon Love for Dravus:
Ive been stuck with this one for a while. More on the back burner I am afraid. The story itself is coming along well, however I just cant seem to get myself to keep working on it. I keep getting distracted by working on other stories... I promise I'll get back on it.

Projected Finish Date: Mid May

3 Eye Of Kiaba long overdue Birthday gift:
Its coming along well. In the middle of finishing the first draft. Sorry its so late dude..

Projected Finish Date: End of April


Trades

1 Belching story for Xerovore:
Its slowly coming along. I've been having trouble coming up with more than 5 or 6 ways to describe a belch.... >.>

Projected Finish Date:Mid May


Currently my requests are closed because I have so much on my plate right now. However they should be opening up again soon... Well as soon as I catch up on commissions anyway.


Current Stories I owe people
(If I owe ya a story and I don't list it here, please let me know so i can add ya.)

Thank you story for

Projected Finish Date:End of May

Birthday Gift for (Sorry its late. I am gonna go have a good cry now)

Projected Finish Date:End of May

10k hit gift for eka's Portal (Don't worry I'll post it here too!)

Projected Finish Date:End of April

Gift for

Just something to let him know I care.

Projected Finish Date:Mid May

Gift for

Just something for him because he is an awesome friend.

Projected Finish Date:Mid June

Gift for

because he is mah buddy and needs a gift on occasion.

Projected Finish Date:Mid June



So thats about it. I know, I have a lot on my plate. Thats stuff I owe people, not counting all the other stories I have bouncing in my head!!! Guess I had better pace myself or something...

Anyway. I'm off to bed now, need some sleep.

Got to work tomorrow!

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Please visit my friends!


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Much love to all my friends too! Without them.... Well I wouldn't be who I am today!
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Thats it for now y'all! Hook up with me on my messengers if you wanna chat. I'm always looking to make new friends.

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Commission information [link]

Current Commissions (limit 3 at a time)

1.) Evafreak - Vorish - Buffy the Vampire Slayer Fan Fic: Revision 2

2.) Dravus - Continuation of a previous story([link]): Drafting

3.) Eye of Kiaba - Drafting
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Trades are OPEN!

1.) - A pic of my Muse for a belching story. Drafting

2.)

3.)

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Requests are closed.

1.)

2.)

3.)

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Hiya again everyone!

well life is keeping me, so busy that I don't always have time to write.

However I hope that will be changing soon.

I hurt my shoulder moving stuff around from our storage unit to our house.

I'm working a lot at work. (well duh I know)

I'll have my desktop back soon.

I may have a new goody loaded up for you later. Its not my greatest work. But I really dont feel like working on it anymore. You could say I lost the drive to.

Lets see here... Anything else?

Nope thats about it. Just getting settled.

O yeah. when I'm online, feel free to message me. No one talks to me anymore.

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Please visit my friends!


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Much love to all my friends too! Without them.... Well I wouldn't be who I am today!
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Thats it for now y'all! Hook up with me on my messengers if you wanna chat. I'm always looking to make new friends.